Win or Lose
 
Faces from past memories,
lovers lost regrets and so-sorries
faded pictures, small items you left behind
they stop, and remind me
still I can find, just a little room, to cry,
once again I get flushed, same feelings coming back
feels like a heart attack, stomach clenched in knots,
heart skips a beat, feel it to my feet
knowing I just got beat, everything getting too deep,
can't believe how all this sounds, nothing to say,
don't want to bother you,
just want you to tell me your life with her is through
guess you can't tell me any good news,
can't tell me who's going to win or lose,
wish you would make up your mind,
wish you would choose,
its out of my hands, nothing I can do,
still thinking about you, here with my friends,
how many hours has it been?
What kind of message can I send?
Can you just tell me when? Cause I can't tell,
been too busy dealing with hell,
don't want to sit here pretending,
just want it all to have a good ending.

















 

Alone
 

She always dreamed that

life would be better

than this

She always thought there would

be someone for her

Never knew it could

get so cold

Never really

thought she'd grow

old

Reality sure can hit hard

Taught her

how to be humble

Watching herself stumble

Strong enough

to survive on her

own,

but so sad, cause

she's all

Alone.