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Sometimes I yearn for life, like those who used to walk
upon me. A rich, full life with joys and heartaches such as those
I witnessed each day. I dream to be more than boards held
together with paint and nails, for I am not just a porch, but a
front porch.
I saw and greeted all those who came and went. I still
bear the swing that gently swayed from the touch of a lover's
foot. Warm, moist breezes from the Gulf weathered my paint and
cooled family and friends. I've absorbed memories into each
board, each crevice, and I try now to recall each one as my planks
are ripped and broken.
My rusty nails fall unheeded beneath the dozer's treads.
The once bright and fragrant azaleas lie upon the ground, brown
and broken. Each creak, each moan brings an image to mind. I can
faintly hear the laughter from wedding guests last June, but I
also feel the tears from great gran's passing.
Feet of all shapes and sizes have danced upon my floor.
Children have scuffled and lovers cuddled beneath my Hunter fans.
Will these memories die here in the dark soil as I'm destroyed?
I cannot search, I can only dream that another family will
walk across my planks one day. I hear a familiar voice shout
above the bull dozer's groan. Young Brandon's come home, but
they've all passed on.
He walks through the rubble of the house where he was
raised, and touches the cold boards where he stole his first
kiss. I feel his grief as surely as if I were real, not just
planks, paint and nails. Another has joined him and caresses the
cypress boards with a hand as soft as the summer breeze. It's
Jodie, the girl who got his first kiss. I feel the weight of her
and the child she hopes will be a son.
They're gathering my boards, clutching them to their
chests, and carrying them away from the dozer's destructive
course. I feel a blaze of hope surge through each plank. I
haven't been forgotten, I'm sure they’ll take the swing.
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